hi.

i havent updated since a long long long time.

summer is here.

I got my hair cut.

Ive changed alot i think,

i dont know.

so what is new in life with me since the last time i wrote, i looked back and i talked about how i wanted a man, well i got one and that wasnt to pretty, and then life went on. hmm. im done. xanga is boring.

comments??

wow... i havent updated since last yr...

wow.. im good

hey.. well im not getting comments.. n e more...

yeah im getting a job i called giant eagle and after christmas... here i come giant eagle.. soo exicted eh?

Im thinking about putting a pink streak in my hair.. i wanna be different i want to change my style.. im sick of this preppy gurl..  well im really tired i dono y.. i feel depressed and alone.. hmmm emo i sense.. lol i dono.. well maybe ill go rent  a movie or somthing alright ...

random pics

my awesome purse

My ring... i fool ppl and say its real

messy closet

my stupid phone

♥ JESSICA

i feel very emo today.....

cuz life sux... and no one likes me.....

BUT HEY I HAVE JESUS!!

sunday was fun with meredith carving pumpkins,, goodtimes....

monday... walking around at night with rob and joe...

Candy-10.00

Glow stick-1.00

new coat to wear on halloween-30.00

me and joe watching a guy pee on a wall on the back of marcos pizza on halloween night and laughing so hard we have to pee-priceless

when everything else money cant buy

just laugh

ha ha dont ask

i found out i rather be friends with guyz... no competeing (sorry cant spell) all laughs and fist fights...........

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y do fathers have to be a pain in the rear end....

thank u robert for the other night beating my dad with pillows was amazing... watching robert put his strength to beat my dad with pillows was the best day of my life.... sounds mean EH!!

my dad makes me cry... cuz im a screw up... i dont play sports.. im only into piano cuz him.... im not the smartest person in the world...but im allright...

maybe if im dead life would be better for him.........

i find it funny that my mothers words are....."when she gets married, she wont ask u to walk her down the isle"...

his words: if she will ever get married and find a guy shell be living with us forever....

my words are harsh but this is the only way to get them out... with out n e one hearing them..... 

all i need is prayer.. maybe some words of confidence...

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I HATE OGT's i hope they die!!!

Hey.....

i hate trying on guyz... y waste my time let "him" come to me... Somtimes i cry my self to sleep cuz i think ill be alone for the rest of my life...

NEW SUBJECT

i dont undestand y my dad is on me about how im not into much... he expects me to get up and start a band... or start a club... he yelled at me last night.. cuz ... ppl actually like me and not him... he yelled about the only reason i went to football games cuz ppl are all over me YEAH RIGHT such a lie... god why do fathers have to be soooo vain... he wants me to stick out..  like my style and not try to be a follower... FYI!! im a leader i never let ppl boss me around... and i like to be myself.... i try not to be these gurls who... wanna be these barbie dolls and fake gurls.... gosh............

I AM ME NOT U!!!!!!!

this was lame